plan (n) /plan/ : a detailed proposal for doing or achieving something.
obstacle (n) /äbstəkəl/ : a thing that blocks one’s way or prevents or hinders progress.
anxiety (n) /aNGˈzī-itē/ : a feeling of worry, nervousness, or unease, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome.
insomnia (n) /inˈsämnēə/ : sleeplessness; inability to sleep
thus, the 2am blog post. this, in a nutshell, is life in its current state. and thats all i have to say.